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Monday, May 25, 2009

smtg happened... shall nt elaborate..

i did some thinking..

i myself hv always been repeating

da same mistake again n again..

wen am i gonna chg??

or perhaps i'm just too human..
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after an *incident..

i think i began to think more..

i noe sometimes i'm too hot tempered..

n i always wanted him to do things my way..

n wanted him to chg bcos of me..

in de end.. am i loving him bcos i love him??

or i'm just changing him into someone i love??

in life.. we dun always gt a second chance..

am i able to keep wat i wan??

or will i lost it bcos of my character?

only time will tell..
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sch hv been fun..

6hrs of lab per wk -.-ll

hate mon n tue :(

cos starts early n ends late..

will be having prac test soon -.-ll
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ICA also starting alr..

our earliest presentation in wk11..

tat is abt 5wks later..

is tat a blessing?? haha.. NO

cos we're gonna be having test ard tat wk..
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been wondering.. if u compare

grpmate who done their job in slides but nt wif da info u wan..

n grpmate who done little research and dun do da slides..

which is better?? XD

anyway.. watever it is.. we're still grpmates rite??

we shld help out each other..

tat's y i offered to help her type it out hahas..

even if they dun do da correct thing (cos nobody is perfect)

i'm ok wif it cos it show's they put in effort to do smtg..

i guess tis is wat they call..

it's da effort tat counts XD
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i think i nd to learn to be more appreciative..

more patient.. complain less n do more XD

to c goodness instead of da bad points XD
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~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
9:20 PM

Monday, May 11, 2009

i'm gonna blog abt my name today..

my name is jocelyn..

hahas.. but my frens like to make my name longer..

it usually is joYcelyn.. n sometimes jocelynE..

hahas.. n i will insist tat they pronounce my name correctly..

pronounce without da Y..

n also i wan them to write it correctly XD

it's my name n i think it's a nice name XD

n i thx my mom for dat name..

actually shld thx my mom's classmate..

cos tat's hw i gt my name XD
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n i've been given da same nickname..

from pri to sec.. my frens like to call me jaws -.-lll

wat have jaws gt to do wif my name?? hahas..

i quite like wat sh!t called me XD

joce.. pronounce as jose XD

n my surname is loke.. pronounce as lok..

sometimes ppl pronounce as lo/ke -.-ll

lo/ke sounds so nt chinese to me..

n i'm a pure chinese wif NO mixed blood in me at all XD
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thx sh!t for da nice nick XD
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~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
5:55 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

just came back from movie wif sh!t..

we watch 17again..

sh!t was feeling down..

so i went to tampines to cheer her up..

in de end, she was ok..

her fren cheer her up alr..

anyway, glad tat she's laughing at my jokes..
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17again.. a nice movie..

funny n meaningful..

we always tend to take things for granted..

we have loved n as time goes by..

we forget da reasons for da choices we make..

n den we will gt lost along da way..

cherish wat u hv b4 it's gone..

bcos time will nt wait for u..

n a '2nd chance' dun always find their way to u..
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~if being wif me is so tough, den leave..

i dun wan to be a burden to anyone~
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~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
10:43 PM

Friday, May 8, 2009

i'm alive XD

wen for blood donation wif bibi n jes ytd..

but jes can't donate cos she just had her hep B dose..

i was so excited cos it was my 1st time donating XD

wanted to do it long ago..

but i keep putting it off..

so bibi n jes dun feel bad ok..
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while donating, i felt dizzy n my whole hand was numb..

i dun think i donated 1bag lo..

maybe abt 80% of it only..

den *jie send me home.. hehe..

anyway.. was dizzy n weak for da whole day..

couldn't eat much also.. drank a lot of water thou..

den jes advice me to take da iron pills..

even tis morning i keep having headache..

i think maybe i slept too much..

i felt better in da noon..
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bibi ask me if i would donate da next time..

i said i will try another time..

but if da same thing happen again, den i guess i won't do it again..

haiz.. didn't noe i'm so weak..

ppl said i look pale -.-lll

haha.. shld be happy cos i look like vampire XD

hope i will hv better experience da next time i donate blood XD
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like shit says...

i nd to start hunting XD

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tis is sh!t during pharmacology

due to da poor lighting n soothing voice of da lecturer XD

~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
7:57 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

well.. it's only da 2nd day of sch..

n i wished i was in da posting -.-lll

timetable sux.. amendments from diff lecturers..

elearning became lab wen da lecturer called..

no lab but da lecturer ask us go for lab -.-lll

n today starts at 8am n ends at 6pm wif 4hrs break in between..
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wen will all these changes end??? -.-ll

i hate changes but i understand y izzit like tis..

bcos of da swine flu or da babi flu (one of da lecturer called it babi flu XD)

everything goes upside down..

nd to scan temp twice a day..

hv to go sch earlier to join da queue -.-lll
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anyway, sch's tiring eventhough it's only da 2nd day..

i noe i complain a lot haha..

tat's who i am XD

we're divided into 4grps again..

n ICAs r cmg.. tutorials hw cmg...

busy busy busy..

n everything is tougher tis yr..

pharmaco, mental health, adult nursing.... blablabla...
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oh ya.. btw.. da timetable is NT finalise yet..

might hv changes again..

depends on da swine flu again -.-ll

is tis gd luck or bad luck??? idk..

i rather go back to da ward wif da N95 mask haha..

anyway.. i'm glad to be back in sch also..

i missed my classmates..
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~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
10:26 PM

Friday, May 1, 2009

last day of attachment in paeds..
i think i will miss da babies hehe..
today gt to feed a 24days old baby milk XD
n chg his diaper hehe..
today i dun like my sn n en..
1 is damn rude and 1 is super 'gan chiong'..
damn fed up lo..
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at dinner time, heard tat da alert has raised to orange alr..
n next wk attachment also cancelled..
all will be going back to sch..
SH told me tat next wk's timetable is out alr..
we having lectures n tut next wk..
wen we return to da ward after dinner
we had to wear n95 mask alr -.-lll
damn hot sia..
but luckily i'm used to wearing mask last time..
so it's ok after a while hehe..
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after da attachment..
liyana, jie n me went to bugis for j.co XD
it was so nice hehe..
we all crap tgt lo..
ard 10.30 we went back..
cos da place is closing alr..
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i miss lectures n tuts wif my classmate XD

~mai chibi sekai~

†joce~vampire♥~
1:25 AM